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  Waittin’
on hittin’ BORA again!!! Christmas is the best, to that December 2006 left a
mark in me and I mean that literally. It’s something I can look back on to move
forward. A symbol, representation, and a memory of a certain place and time
somewhere only we know.

I
feel like I need to be put in an institution... a special center per se,
anywhere that would cater to highly creative minds with interactions between
well-rounded artists. Probably the one a particular Professor “X” or Xavier
founded and established. If not, a rehabilitation clinic would do, one of the so-called institution
I DON’T NEED but who am I to affirm that statement anyway? (WHAT?!) Although chances are I’ll find a group of
prominent intoxicated men (hopefully hunks) that are in the verge of recovering
then somehow in a world where purple bunnies and red goats exists true love
will prevail after every successful withdrawal after another.

What
about the ever-so-changing kindred souls? (What about them?) Two of ‘em flew abroad either to get a
life or sustain one (harhar!) – I LOVE YOU! Others are at a far both
dramatically and geographically or maybe opted to be exclusively distanced instead. The last
but not the least went on with no remorse… ;’c Perhaps I’m itching to send a
list of updates, reporting all that I have accomplished so far and what has become of a disfigured person in the form of my
evolving self.(sigh)

There
is such a great need to be around nice people, screw the reason why it is the
hardest to find “niceness” and its successors. If I could find these angels
under a rock I’d be more than willing to stay with them under any given circumstance!!!
I miss a bunch of my friends… the forever-glued high school barkada of mine who all turned out to be
co-workaholics too. (damn!) Mostly professionals nonetheless and are exceptionally
awake 23/6 just because we are devoted (slang translation "enslaved") with what we do for a living. To top it all a
shaky twenty percent of these yuppies are predicted to aim towards becoming the
almost-getting-married dreamy folks…tsk,tsk,tsk!